Life Wave

Let’s write about my life, a story of my life called Life Wave.

I have never in my life that I am peacefully considered my life a peaceful journey of life.

During childbirth in the 1980s after the Vietnam war, my father and mother were strongly concerned

about their children’s lives in a country that was regime by Communism.  So the talk within the family is

still a challenging situation in the family.

The message of Our Lady of Fatima is that her children should recite the rosary for her to assist and

guide us out of the communist era.  I shouldn’t talk about it, or even mention about in my life.  Why

bother?

But the fate of each person in this earthly life is hard to avoid.

I always consider myself to be a lucky child to have baptism in the name of Jesus Christ in the Catholic

church.  But my path in life is interesting that I must write about it.

Started from a childhood in Vietnam to come to the Philippines and arrived in Portland, OR, in the

United States of America as an immigrant to the land of the free.  How lucky I am to come to the land of

the free, United States of America?  But is my path in life stop there?

What I fear most and feel most vulnerable about is still present and the path that leads me to where I go

in life is still clear in my heart and mind of why I worry.

I came to the United States of America with my family members in 1993, and we settled in Portland, OR,

United States of America.  I always feel so fortunate that we escaped the communist path, and landed

our family in the land of the free, United States of America.

But is it the work done?  Not really, let’s continue to explore the personal path that I took throughout my

life.

I became US Citizenship of America on March 8, 2001, and I officially can vote for American.

I thought I passed the stage of avoiding myself on the path of communism and that I don’t have to deal with it.  I basically just don’t want to face the truth that the world is circulating with the communist path that influence and impacts much of life.

The message of hope upon Our Lady of Fatima still echoes at church that she wanted her children to

recite the rosary so that she can assist her children with her son, Jesus Christ.

What is a conflict situation?

Mother and everyone at church still run for their life to safety and avoid the path that communists chase

after one another.  I personally don’t like to face the truth, but let’s continue to write my heart and see

why I am concerned about my own path in life for me as well as others where we are.

I guess I have mixed feelings about my own journey in life.  What can I say?

In 2007, I traveled to China and visited the country where the communist headquarters were located

there.

What I fear most in my life, now I have to go.

While I was there with a tourism group that came together from the United States of America, we told

each other, “Hon ai nay giu, meanings take care of my own soul.”

As we traveled in China, we recite the rosary and prayer upon Christ & the Holy Family.

For me specifically, I recite the rosary in prayer for the land because in my heart and mind I still thought

of communism in the country of China.

I recited the rosary and that is all I could think of was to recite the rosary for Heavenly Mother Jesus

Christ to assist me.

A Vietnamese gentleman spoke up, “This place does not have freedom, the land of China does not have

freedom.”  This statement is very important to me personally because not a lot of people know that

Chinese communism does not have freedom.

What I tried to avoid is what I have to go through in my life.  So fate is what I can’t avoid.

So vote for Americans and run.

I came back to America after a month of traveling to China, Thailand, and Vietnam on April 2007.

Soon after that, I lost my job working in a semiconductor company in the state, of Oregon, United States of America.

My mind still wonders what is it that I have been through in my life.  I couldn’t make up my mind about where I am even until now.

Soon after that, I received SSDI & Medicare benefits from American society.

So I stay home and recite the rosary, and attend mass to fulfill the First Five Saturdays of the month to

honor Our Lady of Fatima while I recite the rosary for her to assist me in life.

My prayer and my hope are to receive a rosary from Our Lady of Fatima so that I too will join heaven

upon Christ.

Nobody what life takes, but I know where I have been in my life, and why I should recite the rosary

asking Our Lady of Fatima for assistance and guidance a rosary to join heaven upon Christ.

What I try to avoid in my life is not easy, it is so tempting, it is so bad.

I want to write about the path upon Christ, the truth the light, and the way.

The sainthood’s path in the name of Jesus Christ and the Holy Family.

I just want to pass in my life, pass every stage of life, and live in freedom in the name of Jesus Christ I

am happy to find the light at the end of my life to join Our Lady of Fatima upon her heavenly request of

reciting the rosary for her to assist her children to heaven with her son, Jesus Christ.

For the past 12 years of my life, 2010-2022, while I receive SSDI & Medicare benefits in America, I am

grateful that I am able to support myself by living a life with a stable income that I can support myself.

But in my heart and mind, I still want to write about the path of Jesus Christ, and I take the time to pray

upon Christ and the Holy Family as well as attend mass to receive communion and confession at church

to seek forgiveness upon Christ in my life.

Here and there I still hear the echo voices of Americans, “Freedom isn’t free, people are sacrificed for the

country to defend freedom.”

I believe that I am being pulled by many forces in the direction that the life wave is heading toward in life.

Living in America, I know that American vote for candidates every year, and we are doing services to

keep the nation under God, In God We Trust, the nation defends for the truth to keep the house stand

for freedom.

Am I having mixed feelings in my heart and mind again?  Or it is just my own imagination?

Probably I just want to have a good nite sleep, be worry-free, and live a peaceful life.  

But is it?  I am just running my life seeing and noticing the changes in society that is so fast to adjust

myself to changes in everyday life.  

The question of how likely we are able to escape our fate that we aren’t influencing and escape the truth that our world is controlling and driven by the force of communism.  

I personally don’t like it, I feel the agony from my own personal experience.

My mom always says, “Every road leads to Rome.”  A famous words for me to live by.

So finding the truth and the path in life upon Christ is still a journey for me to go.  So pray for me.